finally after the last time crying in the early months of January, i'm crying again now. i'm tired. i'm tired of being a shadow of something that is not me. to pretend that everything around me fine. but apparently not! all fake! i live in a falsehood that i created myself as a false image of myself.
i'm tired of trying to accept everything that is around me. i'm tired of saying "yes" when i want to say "no". i'm tired of smiling in front of the crowd when my heart cried out in pain.
in fact, even though i smile and look happy even really happy, there was one side at the corner of me that most hidden, i'm sad, i cry, i hurt, i was disappointed, and i'm tired.
hey, what's goin on Ly..?? could i help you something..??
ReplyDeletei'm getting better now :) probably because last days in menstruation so i'm being more sensitive.
ReplyDeleteLove to see you and your smiLe.. keep smiLing..
ReplyDeletethank you :) i'll keep smiling.
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