jika perasaan rindu itu salah, maka salahkanlah.
jika perasaan rindu itu tidak tepat, maka abaikanlah.
jika perasaan rindu itu dosa, maka rajamlah.
jika perasaan rindu itu aib, maka tutuplah.
jika perasaan rindu itu mengganggu, maka lupakanlah.

tapi apa salah jika merasakan rindu di saat yang tidak tepat?
apa salah merasakan perasaan rindu itu?
apa salah mengungkapkan perasaan rindu itu?

LETTING GO

to let go isn't to forget, not think about, or ignore. it doesn't leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. letting go isn't winning and it isn't losing. it's not about pride, and it's not about how you appear, and it's not obsessing or dwelling on the past. letting go isn't blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and it doesn't leave emptiness, hurt or sadness. it's not giving in or giving up. letting go isn't about loss and it's not defeat.

to let go is to cherish memories, but to overcome and to move on. it's having an open mind and confidence in the future. letting go is accepting. it's learning, experiencing, and growing. to let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry, and made you grow. it's about all that you have, all that you had, and all that you will soon gain. letting go is having the courage to accept change, and the strength to keep moving. letting go is growing up. it's realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy. to let go is to open a door, clear a path, and set yourself free.

thank you for all the reader who read my blog. i'm so sorry for un-updated for long time.

i'll try to find my new soul to write a new story of mine even sometimes i choose to write my past story because the soul for it was too strong.

YEAH, IT'S YOU!

it's you! it's you!

if i still have a chance, i would SCREAMED loudly that "IT'S YOU"

still you and always you there. but time goes by.

i know, i have to move on just like what you've been said.

but i do missed you in my every breath.

you still my inspiration then i can write again and again. it's all about you, yeah IT'S YOU!

it's too easy for me if i just do this thing while i'm thinking of you, when i'm remembering you.

but you've been hurted me then i have to hurt myself by lied to myself. it's unwell.

i need to STOP it even i have to STOP write too till i found my new soul even i know, it wouldn't be the same.

it's been so long long long time have no updated with this blog. i'm so sorry, readers.

i lost my SOUL. i lost my SPIRIT. because i lost HIM.

LOST