Tuesday, November 24, 2009

extremely, HEART IT!

you may not be her first, her last, or her only. she loved before she may love again. but if she loves you now, what else matters? she’s not perfect - you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. she may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. so don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there ♥♥♥♥

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

let the wind carry


been so long time i didn't write. too much happened to me since the last time i write. want to rewrite it to ease the burden of these feelings, but i can't. really can't cause it so hard. suddenly the soul to write lost. lost don't know where.

my life has changed now. i was no longer with you. now you are free, as well as with me. now you can determine your life choices without me. without me who is always there beside you, because eventually i fly with the wind. i didn't want to keep all these feelings. i let this feeling of flying. i let you go along with all these feelings. and now i feel much better than before. i don't really want to keep it just because it hurt me so much.

see? just like the picture, the feeling was worn now. already destroyed until ready to fly with the wind. don't know what you've done to the feeling that you won and you discard.

you've been choose this way, and i follow it. i've tried to follow my heart, but you just asked me to use my logic and not my heart. now i can only allow myself to fly where the wind took me. only the wind that can calm myself. only the wind can soothe my heart. only the wind that can make me happy again.